There is a way that nature speaks, that land speaks. Most of the time we are simply not patient enough, quiet enough, to pay attention to the story.

Hello! Im making a quick note to let you know that Im in Osaka now and I won’t be back in Poland until another month. I’ll try to be active, but I don’t know how often will I have access to the internet.
Right now Im sitting tiredly on Kansai Airport, writing messeges to my family and friends. Soon we’ll leave to our host family. The flight wasn’t so bad, it was actually good! All the time food and drinks were proposed to us, so Im really really full. What more should i say… we have had quite an adventures both in Warsaw’s and Dubai’s airports, because we had had to run to make it to our airplane. You’ll ask- didn’t you have much time? No, we’ve had plenty (4h in Dubai),but it somehow happened haha.
I love you and once again sorry if i won’t be too active for the next month!

Tomorrow I’m heading towards Warsaw and few days later I’m going to go to Japan. I should be excited. Partly I am? But mostly I’m panicking to the point it’s ridiculous. I feel nauseous, I’m on the edge of crying. I don’t want to leave my family just after I’ve reunited with them. A month is not enough. I’m scared that there will be something wrong once I’ll get to Japan, that my host family won’t like me, that I’ll offend them in some way. I’m just afraid. I don’t want to end up alone there. 

It’s supposed to be the journey of my life. So why am I feeling this awful

"Do you ever write a really long message and about halfway through you’re like “you know what, they don’t even care” and delete it”
— (via icanrelateto)